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WHChaibun - Debra Woolard Bender


Over-the-road
strange but true

Debra Woolard Bender
Florida, USA



Truckstop. Early 1980's. Somewhere on I-70. The Mayflower idling among a hundred or more fourteen-wheelers. Thick smell of diesel even becomes homey after awhile. The two kids left in Denver with Grandma, I've joined my husband on an over-the-road furniture delivery to New York City. Sleeping in the truck is cozy  - a zip-up compartment behind the seats, just enough room for two. The engine runs all night like a mother rocking babies. Portable TV plugs into the lighter. Later, listen to the truckers jaw on the CB: Fish stories, one-upmanship, chatter, nonsense. Packing quilts line the windows, keep out light and stares of curious onlookers. Inside the truckstop, bathrooms, showers, food. Morning before sunup, breakfast. After that, a fill-up of coffee for husband's thermos. I gulp the last of my hot tea. Husband leaves me at the booth to pay and get change for a tip. Enter three men. The middle one is looking straight at me. Handsome? Beautiful? His face seems to shine, open-like. "Where y' headed?" he asks. They are getting ready to take the next booth. "North Carolina", I answer, "then on to New York City". He looks into me -- his eyes pierce me, knowing, kind. "Ya'll be careful, y'hear?" He means it. His words go right into me, too. To the bone, like some kind of quiet thunder. "Thanks," I say. Husband returns, slips cash under the empty plate. I know what I have to do: Say nothing. Absolutely nothing. Back at the truck he checks the tires and engine. Meanwhile, I wrap the TV in the packing quilts, carefully center it, wedged in the rear of the sleeping cubby, surrounded by pillows and blankets so that when we have the accident it will not be thrown forward to hit either of us in the back of the head. I remove one pillow, place it on my lap. Then I zip up the thick black cloth panels, make sure they are taut. I take off my eyeglasses, put them under the pillow. Husband hoists himself up into the driver's seat, sound of air hissing from the brakes. Seatbelts secured. Stops, jolts and starts through avenues of sleeping trucks, then onto the open road. A few miles into sunrise, traffic cones funnel two lanes into one. Workers cutting roadside trees. Brand new white car in front of the Mayflower. Dealer tags still on the rear end. Older man gabbing to three older women, not watching the quickly slowing traffic. A mile or so ahead, red car on the right stopped at the end of the cones, trying to get back into the flow. Husband grabs the CB. The sound of his voice to anyone listening: "10-4, accident about to happen on I-70 East, and it's gonna be a Mayflower. That'll be me. There's a white four wheeler who's not watching what he's doing." Red car makes a run for it. White car slams on the brakes. Next moment, the Mayflower is barrelling into the left median. Rolling into the ditch, full force. Pillow over my face. The TV hits the middle of the zipped cloth panels, bounces back, nothing harmed. New white car's left rear bumper clipped and crushed. Angry driver. Their lives saved, our lives saved, and who knows how many behind us, saved. Road crew witnesses all, vouches for husband. White car driver gets a ticket. The Mayflower is loaded with someone's family antiques. Nothing is broken.

old spindle bed
a few lifetimes
left in the wood


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