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THE
WAY HOME..............
Nancy Barbara, US
My
mother has no headstone. It was her last wish, and we obeyed. I imagine if
she could see through her entombment of lavender satin and cherry mahogany,
roots would entwine her line of vision, spinning a web of life from the rose
bushes planted above her.
cemetery
plots
dot hills of green with white t's
mother has no cross
Before
she heeded the angels' plea, she spent her days among tea roses which lined
our walk. My father swore his coffee grounds gave her roses the much envied
aroma of the neighborhood. Every morning, he'd carefully bury the remains of
his dark roast beneath the already rich soil. My mother swore at the sight,
protesting it was her banana peels which made her roses yawn at dawn and pray
to the sun. She'd place the yellow face of Chiquita around the base of each
bush like a Band-Aid; a sight which would cause my father to erupt with the
laughter of an amused child.
blood-red
black roses
rich as roasted espresso
sweet as bananas
On
the twenty-fifth anniversary of my mother's death, my father planted the twenty-fifth
rose bush above her coffin. On his knees in the bitter cold, thorns biting
my father's hardened hands, he dug a hole deep enough to reach his heaven.
He packed the soil with Italian roast and covered the roots with strips of
banana peels. And there, like a wilted rose, he curled up and died, face-to-face
with my mother.
this
garden is full
it's time to come home to you
bitter sweetness blooms

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